You can journal your pain: physical or emotional. you can document what you feel has attributed to it. You can give it to your doctor or T and they can use it for research. That could help a lot of people. Now that would be a really cool thing! And you can write a book for other people who suffer from the pain you go through. You can relay what you feel as you are going through the pain. you can tell how you manage and cope day to day; the different techniques you use to keep going. I think this is one of the most positive posts i have ever seen yet! Very unselfish of you and i thank you for sharing it! I wish you well. I have the feeling your life will make a great difference for you are sacrificing yourself reaching out to others to share with them so they too can benefit by this. Blessings!