DelusionsDaily, Prescriptions are necessary medicines. They take time to work. Alcohol for you is not an option. The Serentiy Prayer says it all, "God, grant me the serenity(peace)".
That is what you have to do. Turn the pain over to Him and he will give you peace. I am not saying it is easy, no it isn't. But by faith seeking your higher power and turning it over will give you peace inside so you won't obsess about it so much. You can do this, One day at a time, One hour at a time, one moment at a time. Remember, this too shall pass....
Blessings...