Falseeuphoria, First of all your mother has no support system but you so she is dumping on you to keep her sanity. She needs a friend as much as you do. Being in school is helpful to you so make the most of it while you are there. You will find a balance between school and home. As far as your gender question, don't try to figure it out. Just be your own person for now. I was born both a boy and girl. My mother made me into a girl which was the wrong thing for me. Now I still am part male and female. I go by a girl but that is what I was raised as. It is no big deal if you are comfortable with yourself. You must be very careful about LGBT because most cultures just as soon jail you or kill you for it. Just make some really good friends you can be close to and confide in and that will give you a much needed acceptance right now in your life. You don't have to explain yourself to anyone, it is none of their business. The less people know about your sexuality, the better off you are. Your mom in time will learn to deal with the stress she is under. Her stress should not be yours so don't feel responsible or blame yourself for her actions. She is unhappy so no matter what you do she will tend to find fault with it. remember no one can give you what they do not have to give. Focus in school the studies you will need to take to give you a better chance in the working world. And keep coming back here to PC, post and share. It helps for we all encourage one another. Blessings.