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Originally Posted by continuosly blue
You will recover yourself. You've gotten some good advice. Do your best to follow some
of the suggestions.
As from my own experience I'll say I have had that feeling many times . I needed a lot of
help. Professional help. Sometimes even a hospital if necessary. Talking about it to whoever would listen , even to those who wouldn't. Trying all different kinds of meds.
I could not WILL my depression away like everybody else thought I should be able to.
Now I'm not just talking about the occasional blues that last a short time and people can get out of.
My depression doesn't end. I just try and deal with it. And keep telling myself that
someday it will all end.
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Hope you get better, and yes I'm trying my best to recover myself. I just understand I cannot change anything. I feel like this, and even that I don't want to, I can't change it. It's not what I want but well its happening. Maybe is like running away from my emotions, but I'm like locking off my emotions, so they don't bother anymore. It may not be the best solution, but its the best thing I could think in this moment. I lock them believing I could take care of my hurt in the future, in therapy or in some other way. I feel that this is hiddind, but I don't feel that strong to handle them.