I keep getting rolly eyes from people who know me, when i'm hypo. Nobody of them knows about my condition but obviously they see something's going on.

I used to be very frustated with my care when i began to have some. It takes always a year to test new medicine. I know roughly how my mood swings during year and i can just wait and see how med works. If it didn't let's try another med for a year, woohoo... But i try to learn to live with that, i try to keep my meds as low as possible. I've had new med since april and i'm hopeful it'll give some relief to my depresive episode about to begin soon. I used to think it's me getting poor care but now i've realized this is just something that cannot be cured and it's just about chasing best medication & other tools to minimize symptoms.