Hi Everyone,

I thought I posted a reply a little bit ago, but now can't find it. So forgive me if this is redundant. I just wanted to say thanks for all your advice and support.

I also mentioned that I have not been taking it as often as I probably should. This is in part because I fear dependence, but also in part because I worry about what my therapist will think. He is anti-benzo, but has told me that I shouldn't fear being judged for having a differing opinion and that he has plenty of colleagues he has a lot of respect for who are fine with them. So I guess I will. Maybe if I do, I will be able to get out of this chair and do something. There certainly is enough to be done around here!

Thanks again!