silver springs, i wanted to validate you on one thing about finding a voice. i found mine in a courtroom where my son's dad took me for custody for my son. in the middle of the hearing i looked up and realized i had an actual voice, i mean my vocal voice and was so surprised i yelled out, oh my God i do have a real voice. just a thought here but you do have a voice you probably might be like me holding your tounge not to bring out any riffs or start any fights. well that is my voice story and you do deserve to be heard. good luck