ok i'm. freaking out because i got the call from my psych referral and i have an appointment this thursday with a new therapist. i don't know how much is safe to disclose!!!!! i don't know if i feel safe going at all!!! i'm, my heart is going so fast right now AM is s h r i e k i n g and im. i want to cancel so bad i promised i would tell someone about him but im so scared of what hes gonna do if not in this life then when he takes me back inside him i dont know if i even want him gone no matter how awful he is wow