My problem is I like super expensive stuff without knowing they're super expensive beforehand.

Something inside of me is just naturally attracted to the finer things in life, but since I'm on a beer income, I don't get to buy all the champagne I want.

Which makes me really sad at times, having to settle for "less"...

I generally have a spending problem, today I went to the store to get some flu and allergy meds, needless to say, I emerged with a bag of stuff...

Friday the same thing happened, went to get a week's worth of groceries, came back with a month's... I don't know how to spend small, it's part of my "go big or go home" / "all or nothing" problem, that is probably more BPD than BP because it happens even when I am not hypo.

Anyway, all I meant to say was that on some level I do get it, and I do get into trouble at times yes.