2nd round of depression due to a bitter breakup (unexpectedly dumped). I took a few days off work.

On my 6th day of Zoloft at 25mg and 1 mg of Ativan. I feel zombie-like, indifferent from the outside but plagued by flashes of everything good & bad that happened in the that relationship. I tell myself stop thinking that, but it comes back like a pendulum.

I'm sitting in front of my computer at work, just numb with the same thoughts, how do i stop? even if I'm doing something i multitask that and the maladaptive thoughts.

Also, this cloudy, spacey, indifferent-like state, like you almost have a headache but don't, is that zoloft or ativan?

I went to a clinic seeking counseling services, they're swamped but said they'd give me a call for a referral or see if someone can help since I pay cash. If they don't call today I'll tomorrow. I know it will be a week before I can get to someone. I don't know what to do in the meantime. Its easier to be in bed than anything else. My friends are starting to go away, they can't handle being there for me and I understand.