i get disgusting intrusive thoughts alot. some of them happen when i'm praying or just relaxing. i also get them when i'm in the middle of a conversation with someone else. i can't concentrate on anything, its caused me not to be able to play piano, i used to be almost a virtuso, but now i lost alot of it and can't memorise anything on piano anymore. well i'm just going to have to accept it from now on my talents are overwith and i'm happy i was once was able to do this.