I just got back from the doctor's appointment. She was a new doctor, so I told her what has been bothering me and she immediately assumed bipolar. She asked if I had a history of bipolar in my family or similar disorders. I definitely think my mom is either bipolar or borderline, and her mother most likely had a mood disorder as well (never met her, just heard stories). In the end, she wrote me a referral to a psychiatrist so that I can get evaluated. Gotta find one that takes my insurance. I'm one step closer to getting better.