I'm a 20 year old female. I'm in college now and am a little overwhelmed and stressed. Recently, I've had these thoughts that kind of concerned me. I have a boyfriend that I care tremendously for but, I wonder to myself...what if I decide that I'm a lesbian? I have never been attracted to another female and have had other boyfriends but, I just can't shake these thoughts. When I see an attractive female I might think to myself; she's pretty! Just like any normal girl but I just can't shake the fear that I might be a lesbian! But the kicker is, I know I'm not. I want to work with children when I get out of college and sometimes I think, I'm not a bad person now but what if I turn into a bad person one day while I'm working with children. I've grown up in a loving home with awesome and protective parents. I admit, when I was in high school I was sheltered and would rather hang out with my parents than my friends. Can anyone tell me what this is....

Traynor 2015