Here i am somewhere about five months from cutting. I feel the urge so strongly right now. But see, I have put boundaries around it. I said I wouldn't hurt myself anymore, I said that I would only use sterile scaples and my t burned them. I am making myself get stuck and it's okay. Stuck so I won't/can't cut? But I feel the need so strongly. My pain is bursting and I don't know what to do.