(((((((((((anna)))))))) so sorry hunni that life is being so hard on you right now. but locking yourself away from the world will only send you into a deeper depression. i would suggest you try to find a support group. number one it will get you out and around other people. whether we realize it or not we need human interaction. number two it will give you an outlet and people to talk to that are going through some of the same things.

best of luck
recluse1