i am very tired but i SH'ed this morning so i am a little less spacey. i am kind of paranoid too i keep thinking people are following me and i feel bad it is so hard to get out of bed in the morning and i keep cycling between binge eating or not eating at all and my mind keeps racing and i cant focus properly and i just feel like this dragging and pulling like i am falling and it makes me want to curl up in a ball because i cant make it stop.