2 weeks ago when I saw my T, I expressed my increased SI and that I have a bottle of pills from my surgery 3 weeks ago. He asked me if I'd be okay with throwing them away. I actually agreed, but this week has been difficult and I've been holding onto them. He's offered in the past for me to give him my pills or razors, so I am thinking of maybe bringing them to my session on Thursday to help me get rid of them. But then I would know that they would really be gone.