(((((((((((((((((((twirls))))))))))))))))))) i am so sorry you're in so much pain right now...so much that you've gone completely numb!!!

take comfort though - God is watching! he may have set you down in the wrong church building but he got you in one! lol ...maybe just his way of letting you know he's with you...even when you are not completely with yourself!!!

and wal-mart? well i think wal-mart has it's own gravitational pull...wouldn't read too much into that one...lol

seriously....please take care of yourself. you nave to...so you can be strong for your family. you HAVE to take care of yourself!!!! keep posting!!!