yep, same here bud.
wish I could offer some advice but I'm in a similar position.
only thing I can say that may help you is to find a passion and dream, or if you have one dedicate more effort into it.
its the only thing that keeps me going and gives me reason to live.

doesn't have to be something dramatic, maybe start to learn a form of martial arts, or try your hand at writing a book/comic, sketching, anything that give you focus, purpose and fulfilment.
with the amount of free time we have from lack of socialising, we can really dedicate ourselves to our goals and make them grow, hopefully into something special.