I'm pretty sure I experienced a mixed state a few years ago, which is what led me to seek help. I was depressed, suicidal, and self-harming. I was also anxious, energetic, and had racing thoughts. There was some impulsivity. I was also having hallucinations, I think. I would see like a big bug run across my floor out of the corner of my eye. I'd also feel like I had bugs crawling on me. I had noise sensitivity and often felt outside my body (which made driving a little unsafe). Worst episode I ever had in my life. And that's also when crap hit the fan with my son. If it was not for him, I'm not sure I'd still be here.