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Old Oct 28, 2015, 07:01 AM
Anonymous200265
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For goodness sake! This is the last thing I need. Some little boy looking up to me as some kind of role model or father figure! Why me? I am the last person who should be influencing this kid!!!

All I did was notice how he likes machines, spaceships, cars and all things mechanical and how he reminds me of me when I was a little boy - I have Asperger's. He seems to have it too possibly - very quiet, doing his own thing, etc.

Then I gave him one of my little cars to play with, it was just standing in my office as an ornament, because I happen to collect the stuff.

Next thing I know, now he can't wait to see me when his mom brings him around, and seeks out my office first thing!

The last thing I want is to influence this kid with my f-cked up life views!!! How does the things I don't want always find me?!!! For goodness sake, I'm like a sh--t magnet!

I'm so f-cked up, I never wanted to be a dad. Now I've got a boy (having a son of my own is what I dreaded the most) thinking I'm really cool and he wants to spend time with me!

He's already starting to ask about how to do a school project and what not.

I don't have the depth of character to deal with children! Help!!!
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