LOL. Sometimes I remember it became a relief to go to jail, because at least I didn't land on somebody else's property.

I feel like my sole purpose in life now is to exist so that other people can feel better about their circumstances by comparing themselves to "that weird old guy". But I have been thinking that for a long time. That kind of thinking has made my life what it is today. I need to get hopeful and do some things to make my life a little better bit by bit. I just don't have any ideas.