okay so

i don't have anywhere else to go with my issues
but i find that i try and i try to explain them but no one understand s and they never make it across

nad no one talks to me either. i feel sort of like an outsider here but i'm trying really, really hard to explain myself and have people understand me but it doesnt ever make it across

can you guys smell the evil in me or something? can you smell it throuhg the computer screen? is that why no one talks to me anymore?

i'm trying my hardest to be understood i dont think i am asking for too much maybe i jsut cant ebe hleped? maybe i am so messed up that no one can help ms so when i reach out i keep getting ignored because people cant' do anything to help? is that why no one talks to me?