thanks artchic
people used to talk to me, i think its because they can smell the evil on me, the ycan tell that i'm not good, that must be the only reason why no one listens to me when i need it

grantde sometimes people listen and care but most time when i really, really need somebody to lsiten to me no one does and i get ignored

it happens in chat and on the forums too
i like PC and i cant leave becausei have no where else safe to go with my issues

it makes me sad voices say nobody cares about me and they keep being right
people say they lie but they are wrong the voices are right al the time.

am i too hard to understand? is that why people aren't talkng to me?
all i want is some support right now i hope its not too much to ask