I was in the car and the thought occured to me i don't want to live if my parents or siblings die.my therapist has this sign on her board she always refers to worry is a down payment on a problem you may never have.but realistically it will happen some day and as time goes by it may happen sooner than later. Most of you have lost someone so you get through it. I haven't and id rather not live than get through it. I thought of taking myself out of the picture before anyone died that way it would be fairer to them but i got to find a way to lose all hope im desperate for answers otherwise ill just keep saving myself everytime i suicide and thats no good

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