Sleepy Head:

I'm so sorry you're feeling so badly. I'm glad that you feel better and also that you came here and told someone about it. Do what you have to do to keep yourself safe. And people who care can be a pain in the butt sometimes, but remember they care for you and just want what they think is best for you. Do you have a t? Perhaps you could find other ways to cope that are not self-mutilating? I know this coming from someone who does this same stuff all the time (just in a different mode) anyway, I just wanted you to know that someone is listening and we do care.

Take care of yourself and stay safe.
Kimberly.