Yesterday my mom mentioned. Your brother is hosting Thanksgiving this year, what are you going to do? He hasn't been speaking to me, and cut me out when I got involved with con.

My daughter is going to be in another state, step moms family. My mom was like you can always go to the casino buffet, last place I want to go. Especially alone. Probably will just rot at her place if that's what they decide to do.

But how is telling me this right now helpful? It's like let's pile on the **** and just keep it coming, I want to see if she collapses under the weight.

See people in my life so love to kick when I'm down its like a game. They keep throwing the punches, because I haven't killed myself yet. They wish I was gone, they are sick of my troublesome life, bad karma, and want to see if they can push me over the edge to be done with whole mess.