As I have said 3 xs now I am sorry. I can do no more.
I have been here six months and you all have been very supportive . I thank you for that. Right now I am feeling very hurt. But that is my choice to feel that. I own the feelings.
I can no longer look here. I am sorry for that. But is my choice.

At times god works in odd ways. I needed more time with the kids. MAybe this is his way. Thank you all.tc