Ah thank you all..that point came to me while trying to sleep last night...If he has a better connection and relationship with her, then why am I even around watching myself be second best (only being first in the college experience)? I try to keep telling myself for these past four months that I'm overreacting and it's just a friendship, but I can't help the anxious feelings I get whenever I know they are together just hanging out in his room. I know what I need to do now even if it looks extremely bad on my part Thanks again to everyone who responded.