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Originally Posted by avlady
silver springs, i wanted to validate you on one thing about finding a voice. i found mine in a courtroom where my son's dad took me for custody for my son. in the middle of the hearing i looked up and realized i had an actual voice, i mean my vocal voice and was so surprised i yelled out, oh my God i do have a real voice. just a thought here but you do have a voice you probably might be like me holding your tounge not to bring out any riffs or start any fights. well that is my voice story and you do deserve to be heard. good luck
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Thank you for saying this! Gave me goose bumps and i am glad you found yours. I applaud you.
You know, i think back in the day, asa teen ager i had more of a voice. it was a fresh mouthed sneaky one, but i had one. it got me into trouble- my mom and i didn't get along. those years were weird, i am kind of feeling those vibes again. i even wanted to move out, and somewhat did, first year of high school to get away from her. lived with my grandparents who were so much more loving. even though my grandma was always yelling, she was so cozy and warm.
i miss her.
and, then i met my boyfriend at the time and basically moved in w/his family until we got married 7 years later. and then after another 7 years married and most of which was very turbulant, we were divorced. i was on my ***, but had a job and a very nice place of my own for the first time ever! that was so cool.
Then, i kind of circled back to the family, after being in a weird job i didn't like but it paid the bills. I met the love of my life, and we are now in a lovely comitted happy relationship....
so here i am now. just wondering what my next move is....
even today, the whole F day plans revolved around the queen (mom). it trickles down to us all. Who is she!!!!!