Hi Dorsey,

I am not in that situation, but I just wanted to let you know that I care and I'm sorry this is so tough for you. I will say that I belong to AA and no matter how many times someone "comes back" I have never seen anyone that is anything but thrilled to see them there. For me personally, I am in awe of people who do come back because I can't imagine how hard it must be.

I hope you can find some answers for this because as you know it can be dangerous to relapse and I don't want to see you hurt.

Tranquility