So my dad's got stage 4 Cancer, I literally don't feel anything anymore, all I wanna do is hits of coke, still got no friends, still got 2 years of college that I'm doing in another language which I don't speak, so obviously not passing that ****, so ****. **** it all! **** everybody! 23 ****ing years trying, and this is my reward. More ****ed up **** telling me basically life WILL get worse, in a matter of months, I won't even have a roof over my head.