For hundreds of yrs. (it seems) I've had dreams of being persecuted by relatives and one in particular. In the dreams they're constantly putting me down and I wake up feeling persecuted. They sometimes work together in my dreams as if they're in cahoots with each other in trying to bring me down almost to the point of being physical. It works and my self esteem has been pummeled over the yrs. It's getting harder to take. I'd like to have a head start and at least be able to wake up without feeling so depressed in insecure. The thing is there's no escape. I have to take care of two of my relatives because there's no one else.
How can I escape these relatives at least in my dreams?
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