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Oct 29, 2015, 05:17 PM
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Grand Poohbah
Community Liaison
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Member Since: Jan 2011
Location: Surrey, SE London, UK
Posts: 1,628
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Hi everyone, and hello to ''Shaggy''. Thanks very much for you message. NO, defo NOT inpatient, done those three or four times, though only twice for ED's. I couldn't hack anyone standing over me to watch me eat. Especially as I'm NOT thin at the moment, the bulimia doesn't allow me to loose weight, it mearly seems to let me stay the same, I'm a hundred miles for where I so want to be weightwise.So annoying as my clothes are all too small now, I lost a lot of weight when I was nursing Dad in those 8 months. I'm not eating much at all, but for some reason weight's piled on and it WON'T shift.
My heavy abuse of laxatives is becoming extremely painful, I have bleeding heamorides which, without being too graphic, protude to the outside of my bottom (butt) and some days/nights I cant even sit down, I have to lay on one side ......................................... and all in the name of darn ED's!!!! I KNOW laxatives do NOT make you loose weight, but the minute food goes into my body, I want it out ASAP. It's so very tiring to keep running to the bathroom every few minutes. Anyways, I'm not prepared to stop yet.I don't involve my Dr because I simply dont want to be stopped what I'm doing!!!!
OK hunny buns, wish you all well, LOVE and best wishes.
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