(((((((((((((((thank you dear friends))))))))))))))))))))

it feels as though this numbness is overtaking me...i don't feel anything....i don't physically feel anything when i cut myself down there or anywhere....i barely have the energy to type

after spending the morning hurting myself there...in everyway i have found so far...i managed to shower and then just laid on the bed...the clock ticking...time running out for me to talk with a lawyer about the job termination agreement i'm supposed to sign today....time running out and i can barely make myself care even a little...

i'm about to go to the local state attorneys office because online it said they take walk ins. i know employment law is not what they handle...but i'm hoping someone will at least talk to me and call my employer to tell them one day is NOT enough time to find a lawyer...*****es

if not i'll send an email to my boss requesting an extenstion....if she doesn't give it to me...i'll be fired today....

but i believe in karma...

oh well it's almost 2 pm and i have to get some prescriptions filled before i lose my insurance and then i'll go to the attorney's office and then i come home and let you know what happened...

i just have to wake up first..............