Thank you lettingGO and indeed everyone that so warmly welcomed me. I am going to see my rheumatologist on Monday, today I am angry with him because he left me with pain. I know this is irrational but I feel like that today. My arms are ready to fall off, he gave me ixprim for pain and I may as well take nothing because they don't touch the pain I have in my arms or in my neck. I am sorry for ranting today. I am off work with a bad bout of depression and I don't know if it's depression or fibromyalgia that is making me this way. The two conditions I have seem to melt together so I can't distinguish between them. I want to go back to work in the next couple of weeks and I am afraid that I won't be able to cope with being back. I need to go back for financial reasons , of course the bills keep coming in and it is a very expensive time of year coming up! Sorry for ranting so long, but I can't say this to my husband although he has been supportive I can't help but think he hates me for being off. Any suggestions on anything/ everything mentioned above. My brain don't work anymore and I just want to see an end to all this pain,as I know you all do. *hugs and best wishes to all*