Yes, things are going good so far- I think it's
Being around family makes me forget about
my despair - I was thinking about how
oftentimes I'm in the shower when I become
overwhelmed with these sort of feelings.
I'm excited to see everyone ( I've only seen my
Immediate family so far) I guess my excitement
Turns into nervousness somehow when I
Haven't seen someone in a while- plus
I don't have the chemical assistance
Of being on meds like I used to-
Last time I saw everyone was over five years
Ago- I was on meds and smoked weed-
I feel like another person entirely and I'm still
getting used to that myself ( 3 years sober off weed
And I've been off Prozac for just over a year and a half
now) I feel like the same person I was as a teenager
But different than when I met them. I just hope I'm
Not too socially awkward