hmm... I remember getting into music a lot, I'd download make playlists put them on my iPod . just listened to music, walked around . not sure what your energy level is... wine pure depressed you don't feel like doing anything. I used to take long baths too and just enjoy the warm water, watch tv . I'd count the days till I turned 18 or was old enough to go out on my own. do you have other friends u can hang with?