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Originally Posted by 0dysseus
I give up. I went from med to med and crazy to sociopath over and over. I can only be 80% of what I use to be, if that even. I hate mood stabilizers because it stole my favorite emotion that I use to have. that moment where you actually feel the music, poem, art, beauty...
This is the best it gets.
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I feel your pain but as Door says, you've still got a spark in you even if it's not quite as bright as it used to be. Overall you seem to function pretty well & maintain a good balance in your life, that's something to be grateful for.
Also, bear in mind that if you were off all of your meds, your functioning would probably be even less than it is now when things got bad.... it's easy to always see the negative side of medication but don't forget it helps to keep you grounded too.