I'm ok sorry if I said anything bad or worried anyone. (Thought telling me that you all want me to die and blablabla injection shoot it get it away from me) The start of this injection just makes me so tired and useless. Mixed with caffeine and a crash while already tired.. having a massive amount of medication in my body.. This is just a really bad day.

I still don't know what to say. I'm going to bed cuz apparently I needed reassurance that my heart wasn't going to stop.

I texted a long message to my psychologist. I feel like an idiot because i cant control myself and that really revs me up especially with all this agitation and mood ups and downs and elation, contact with certain people that basically drove me to the edge last year..