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Originally Posted by newtus
im connected to the christian faith so i suppose i am. although i dont pray much like i should. but ive had religious delusions twined with government delusions so i hope im nott delusional right now.
ugh idk what im saying. i AM christian. but i still dont pray like i should.
im a sinner at all costs.
but i strongly believe in the devil. and that hes hurting me up close. i used to have spirits come talk to me at nighttime. theyd tell me a bunch of things.
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Okay I just wanted to make sure I knew where you were at with the issue so I didn't unintentionally say something hurtful.
You sound like you're struggling right now, I'm sorry you've been having such a rough go of it I mean ****... You don't deserve this.
Spiritually I am not sure what I believe in, and I'm okay with that. I think I'll figure that out in my own time.
Believing in the devil must be terrifying, I've met a lot of people who aren't diagnosed with a psychotic disorder at all that have talked about similar things, like believing that the devil/demons are messing with them, that spirits talk to them and so on... And I've experienced some pretty weird **** in my day(as did other people who were around me at the time) while fully stable on medication that really has no mundane explanation so you could say that yes, I do believe that there's "something" out there.