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Old Oct 30, 2015, 08:23 AM
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Originally Posted by Thunder Bow View Post
The anxiety of Not Making It on Your Own is implied by your father from the start. This was imprinted on you long ago. This fear was based in his insecurity, and need for control. Going by how I see you posting, you seem quite intelligent, and able to Make It On Your Own quite well. You have more power in you, than you think.
Thanks that is interesting. I recall when i was younger, working for dad... even back then i wanted to branch out--- and he said (to my mom) well, does she really want to go out in the real world? the real world are all ***** holes... he would alsywa say that come to think of it. People are all ***** holes. that was imprinted on me! to be scared or hate the outside world. so odd! because i love people and liked the atmosphere so much of working with others when i had the small office. I just didn't like that they had poor flow, systems and expecations of me. I miss some parts of that office very much.
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