Okay I just wanted to make sure I knew where you were at with the issue so I didn't unintentionally say something hurtful.


You sound like you're struggling right now, I'm sorry you've been having such a rough go of it I mean ****... You don't deserve this.


Spiritually I am not sure what I believe in, and I'm okay with that. I think I'll figure that out in my own time.


Believing in the devil must be terrifying, I've met a lot of people who aren't diagnosed with a psychotic disorder at all that have talked about similar things, like believing that the devil/demons are messing with them, that spirits talk to them and so on... And I've experienced some pretty weird **** in my day(as did other people who were around me at the time) while fully stable on medication that really has no mundane explanation so you could say that yes, I do believe that there's "something" out there.