Its back, the nothingness, the loniness, the empitness. For a little while I really thought it was gone, and now here I sit in my room thinking is it really going to be ok? NO its not my life is empty and meaningless I am an empty shell, there is nothing left for me in this world, I really wish there was, but there isnt, I have had hope in my life for as long as I can remember and therer is none.