I hope you are feeling better today, and if not, I hope you will go IP.

When I read your posts these past few days I'm very worried about you.

I know you don't want to go IP. I have to go soon too and I'm sick to my stomach about it. I do not want to go at all. I dread it so much.

But I'm going because my doctor wants me to and my husband and family want me to. I'm willing to give it a try and see if it helps me, even though I don't see how it will.

Who knows? Maybe we will both go IP and come out more stable than when we went in... Maybe they can help us, and we'll be glad we went. You are certainly suffering a great deal right now and I wish you could find some stability :-(

(((((((((((HUG)))))))))))))