If I am reading your post correctly, AngstyLady (reason for edit) then I'm glad you decided to stay.
How we feel about any illness we have is highly personal and it takes great strength to deal with either with, or without anyone else knowing.

It's a time when you realize who your friends are because you are right, your issues don't define you.

Whatever decision you make will be the right on for you at the right time.

hugs...