I had sex very rarely because of pain but I never bleed but last time I did it I saw bright red blood in my panties. Now Im wondering can it be that I lost my virginity physically only last time I had sex?
Have you ever bleed after sex?
Maybe it was too traumatic? I dont know.
Sometimes I think that maybe I had pain because I was virgin all that time and that thing which breaks after first sexual experience (sorry I dont know that word in english) wasnt broken yet so I had horrible pain. Is it possible? My first sex was the same like my 15th sex-painful without any good feelings.

Sorry its really hard to explain these things in english. I hope you understood what I mean.