Checking in.

So I'm curious (read: overthinking )...is the lack of response to this thread a) because folks are reading it and thinking, "Ugh...get a clue, Ruari. People don't like you, duh!" b) because the post is too long (I know, sorry ) or c) they don't know what to say/aren't interested in responding/other

Heh, sorry if I overdid it with the emojis; I'm entertaining myself. It's been rainy and cold here for days. Was invited to some Halloween things but I have chosen to stay in tonight and am just curled up in some cozy clothes with two very lazy cats drinking coffee and watching the rain. (Yes, I know there are people who like me. I'm just confused by the actions of some...I don't read people well. I wasn't joking when I said I'm socially awkward/retarded. Except that I must hide it well because when I've said that to others they don't believe me. )