Right now, I am dealing with a good friend disappointing me by cancelling an important meeting.
I'm (also), dealing with my dying ex-husband in Hospice, right now.
Can it get any worse?
I drove 1300 miles to see my ex and he has slowly declined. Watching him fade away is one of the toughest challenges that I have had to face, in my life. He is heavily medicated and is only receiving Pallitive care, at this time. I'm not sure how much longer he has, but I'm scared to go back home to Oregon (from AZ), because I want to attend his funeral (if and when), he does pass.
I guess I am already going through the grieving process. This is harder than when I lost my parents. We were married for 21 years.
Disappointed/Depression/Sad in AZ
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