This might sound unsupportive or just stupidly obvious, but it sounds to me like you are taking on WAY more than what you should be responsible for. You aren't responsible for making the world okay for everyone, honey. You just aren't! I'm sorry things are so hard on you. The lesson of what to take responsibility for and what not to is a hard, but a valuable one to learn. I've learned it myself (over and over again actually! lol)

(((((((((wisewoman))))))))))

Angela